Have you ever had an issue in your life where you were so confused about all the supposed “signs” given to you by the Universe? You ask the Universe for these signs to help point you in the right direction or just to explain why certain things in your life occurred the way they did. You just want to know why you have a connection to someone or why you are thinking what you are thinking or why you are getting so many reminders from your past. So the Universe gives you signs, or what you think are signs but you are still confused.
For me, I am a Libra and I absolutely hate making decisions. I always turn to the Universe for guidance. I always ask for signs, clear signs. And today, I got exactly what I asked for. The clearest sign of all came down from the heavens, smacked me in the face and shattered my heart into a million pieces. My mind is flooding with thoughts of stupidity. How could I have been so stupid? The signs all make sense now but I didn’t see it, I didn’t want to see it. I wanted to enjoy my beachfront property along the river of Denial. I wanted to live in my fantasy world where I imagined a future of happiness, a future that was never going to happen.
Now I sit here, on the verge of tears with an aching heart, scolding myself. I should have known better. I get myself into these situations all the time, thinking I have learned my lesson but I haven’t because I keep repeating the same mistakes.
But at least I do know, that in my time of pain, I won’t be alone. My family will be here this weekend and I will have my mini-me as a reminder of the good things in my life.