Have you ever had one of those days where you knew it was going to be a bad one the moment you woke up?

I woke up this morning and just knew this was going to be a tough day.  And not just because it is Monday and the start of the work week.  I just woke up with this strange sense of foreboding.  My usual morning coffee or cuddles from my kitten couldn’t pull me out of this funk.  My mood turned depressing when I arrived at work.  I turned on Pandora, music usually lifts my mood, and nothing.  I feel like Eeyore with a dark cloud looming over my head but I have no idea why or how it got there.

It was a tough weekend but time spent with my California sister and the rainstorms on Sunday made the tough times easier.  I was even excited yesterday when I realized that the grapes, grapefruit and figs in my backyard were ripe for picking.  (Though I have no idea what to do with figs but I have a fig tree).

I just can’t seem to shake this lonely and depressed mood that I’m drowning in.